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graphic Depression. - Anger without Enthusiasm...? graphic
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Katana
is a confusion burrito.


Age: 35
Gender: Gender:Female
Joined: 22 Jan 2003
PostPosted: Fri Mar 21, 2003 8:46 am    Post subject:

It's the lack of normality that's got me.

The fact that everything that's happened in my life has made my mind way too old.

My grandmother once said that with all the upheaval in my life...Most people would have gone insane. Litterally. ^^;; I won't elaborate here...It's too harsh. But either way.

Its just like there's really nothing anymore for me to accomplish or do...No purpose.

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Sperrit
Chosen of Earth



Gender: Gender:Male
Joined: 16 Oct 2002
PostPosted: Fri Mar 21, 2003 5:07 pm    Post subject:

Sure there is! You've still got one major thing to do:
Enjoy your childhood!
Sure, your real childhood may have been really off and not fun or normal or anything, but that doesn't mean you can't start having fun now. Life was meant to be enjoyed! Go out and enjoy it!

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Breezblok
Senior Otaku


Age: 39
Gender: Gender:Male
Joined: 03 Dec 2002
PostPosted: Fri Mar 21, 2003 5:13 pm    Post subject:

You want depressed? Check out the shit life took on me this week:

1) I got glandular fever
2) My band split up
3) My girlfriend broke up with me

and all on the same night too. And hey, right in the middle of my exam period! It's amazing how impeccably timed these things can be, isn't it? Fate's gotta be laughing at me right now. If it wasn't, I'd be really disappointed that all this misfortune has gone to waste. But self pity does suck, so I'm dealing with it by eating pastry and screaming and hitting things. Therapy is a wonderful thing.

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Katana
is a confusion burrito.


Age: 35
Gender: Gender:Female
Joined: 22 Jan 2003
PostPosted: Fri Mar 21, 2003 8:08 pm    Post subject:

Just this week:

I fell down the stairs three times.
I'm shaky from fatigue.
I have to deal with my stalker.
I failed my math exam.
And I learned Rhea is coming over to "help" me on prom night.

;_; Life sucks, dosen't it, Breez?

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"if i were you, I'd stop pestering the redhead with the temper that can destroy the souls of grown men and women and little children along with their bodies and the house they're hiding in" -My Fiancee (About me, of course.)

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KenseiKurisuchan
Alive and kicking



Gender: Gender:Male
Joined: 17 Mar 2003
PostPosted: Fri Mar 21, 2003 8:11 pm    Post subject:

Breezblok wrote:
You want depressed? Check out the shit life took on me this week:

1) I got glandular fever
2) My band split up
3) My girlfriend broke up with me

and all on the same night too. And hey, right in the middle of my exam period! It's amazing how impeccably timed these things can be, isn't it? Fate's gotta be laughing at me right now. If it wasn't, I'd be really disappointed that all this misfortune has gone to waste. But self pity does suck, so I'm dealing with it by eating pastry and screaming and hitting things. Therapy is a wonderful thing.

....?

I thought this was Katana's topic. Oh well, I guess a newbie like me doesn't understand how these boards work out. Feel free to make your own rant boards, this is a board for Kat.

Anyway, Kayla

You know I'll always be here for you. If you ever need to talk, just let me know. If you ever need to dress me up... oh well, I'll do it to cheer you up.

And I'm working on the stalker situation. I'll try to get him to make a move.

*LEGAL DISCLAMER*
Kurisu does not wear women's clothes. Kat just wants to put me in a dress.

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Sperrit
Chosen of Earth



Gender: Gender:Male
Joined: 16 Oct 2002
PostPosted: Fri Mar 21, 2003 9:14 pm    Post subject:

Well, you're right that this is Katana's topic, Chris, but we're a community, ya know? We share our troubles and our triumphs. And it seems like Katana doesn't mind someone else expressing their own frustration with depression.
*puts on Mod hat*
Besides, the topic is about Depression, so anyone who wants to talk about depression can.
*takes off Mod hat*
Anyway, Spud, that really sucks, dude. The only consolation I can offer is 1. If you want to talk about it, I'm here for ya. and 2. At least it all happened at the same time. I know that that seems nuts, but think about it. Instead of having to deal with each thing one at a time and feel the entire pain of each one you can deal with them all at once and all the pain kinda bounces off each other. It still really sucks, but you'll be okay. I know it. Keep strength, dude.

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Minosheep
Doesn't get a custom rank.


Age: 36
Gender: Gender:Male
Joined: 27 Oct 2002
PostPosted: Fri Mar 21, 2003 10:00 pm    Post subject:

It's no longer the ITBS... it's the Stanford 9...

That came out of nowhere, w00t.

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Katana
is a confusion burrito.


Age: 35
Gender: Gender:Female
Joined: 22 Jan 2003
PostPosted: Sat Mar 22, 2003 12:00 am    Post subject:

...I think...I'm dying...or at least it feels like I am...


ick.

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"How nice -- To feel nothing, and still get credit for being alive." --Vonnegut

"if i were you, I'd stop pestering the redhead with the temper that can destroy the souls of grown men and women and little children along with their bodies and the house they're hiding in" -My Fiancee (About me, of course.)

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Sperrit
Chosen of Earth



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Joined: 16 Oct 2002
PostPosted: Sat Mar 22, 2003 3:19 am    Post subject:

Um... dying isn't good. Have you seen your doctor about that? He might be able to help that.

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Selrahc the Evil
true Evil's creator




Joined: 18 Mar 2003
PostPosted: Sat Mar 22, 2003 2:44 pm    Post subject:

Sperrit is right dying is not good. Which reminds me that I should most likely stay away from sharp objects and windows.

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