Alone - a feeling worse than the worst

kittenofsences · Otaku Dame Age: 36 Gender: Joined: 30 Jul 2003

:: giggles:: dude man...
anyway
yeah lately i have been throwing myself into books and writing
LMAO im starting a diary in the third person for my own amusement... its funny enough that i might make it into a really long book :anime:

Kid Icarus · Senior Otaku Joined: 24 Sep 2002

Life is a big alone feeling only broken up with the parts you're with someone or feel like you're with someone.

Words of advice, as concrete as something feels, as much of a sure thing as it feels it can crumble right in front of your eyes and hurt you worse than anything else.

It's all I can offer you.
Try to do something to take your mind off of it, and I realize that there are times that it won't matter that you'll still be alone. But it's just something you've got to deal with, and if you can't, talk to someone, anyone who will listen. It helps to cope.

Not everyone can kill the emotions of being alone all the time.

I should know.

Skylah · Hips Don't Lie Gender: Joined: 25 Mar 2003

I dont like to be alone, I hate bein alone and thank god I'm not alone..

Gekko · I lurk therefore, I am. Gender: Joined: 02 Apr 2003

The worst is being alone while you're in the same room as someone you love.............

Tobias · *explodes* Age: 38 Gender: Joined: 17 Jan 2003

ouch...that would REALLY hurt. But how can that happen? It just seems like a very hard thing to occur.

also, its good for ya that you are righting a diary in the third person Kitten. You are analysing your self, and doing so in the form of a story. I also know the alone feeling. I come home everyday alone, and leave alone. Its something that ive just come to cope with, and just forget about it. But there are still those times when you feel it in your body, that you just dont wanna be by yourself anymore. Just use those feelings to fuel yourself. Those kinds of feelings are the feelings needed to get you up and addom. I hope someone understands what im sayin...cause im having a hard time understanding Very Happy

That is all Hmmm

Gekko · I lurk therefore, I am. Gender: Joined: 02 Apr 2003

I hope you never understand my loneliness.........

Cobalt Katze · Uncertainty Gender: Joined: 05 Oct 2002

Well.

Yeah, I can certainly concur with, well, everything 'ere. I'm, frankly, constantly alone. Drives me nuts. Thankfully I live with my family, which provides a bit of warmth, but lately I've been the only one home, leaving me to myself. The majority of my very close friends are those I only chat with online, and therefor only get to hear from in text. Any friends I hang out with have all gone back to college in their respective states, back to their dorms and buddies there. And then the sense of being alone gets even stronger when I know online friends are grouping off to have friendships offline, obviously a lot closer that somthing merely text-based. And so even online people havn't been around much, leaving me to myself.

And definately my least favorite feelings are: being alone, being ignored, or being left behind.

It's certainly depressing to say the least.

Tobias · *explodes* Age: 38 Gender: Joined: 17 Jan 2003

heh...isa kind of share the same thing, cept that i make the effort to get out of my house every so often to see friends and do things. Well, that, and im still in highschool, which means i see the same people ive been seeing since 3rd grade.

That is all Hmmm

kittenofsences · Otaku Dame Age: 36 Gender: Joined: 30 Jul 2003

I understand the whole point of how you can be alone when your in the same room as the person you love...
Either they dont know it
dont love you back
or you just cant show it because of other reasons but that should never stop you anyway
The diary thing is helping me understand my feelings and i recomend it to anyone who has the time and nerv to do it. Takes work to see things at a different angle when its about you.
:: sighs and curls up with panda blanket:: I miss everyone... it sucks when the law and your family wont alow you to see people who care about you. :anime:

Righty The Wonder Ghoul · Posted: Wed Sep 10, 2003 12:58 pm Post subject:

actually, the absolute worst feeling, is loving or liking someone and them not returning it. that is the shittiest thing in the world. and i have started to try to make changes, im at a new school, its a chance to start sorta fresh, be with a few people i know who are all really cool, and be happy. I'll be at Tobias' school, for reference. i feel the atmosphere there will be a lot more smooth for someone like me, and it's a lot harder to feel alone in a school with ~2000 kids :p :p :p so yeah.