*explodes*

[Tobias]

For most of you that know me personally (and I have to say, its not very many), you would know that I don't get mad often.

In fact, at all really.

Well, many people have asked me at many an AWA what it was like when Tobias *explodes*. Well, thankfully none of you live around here, cause it happened saturday night.

I must say, though, that it has lifted the weight off of my shoulders and let me think very clearly for the past several days. And when I start thinking clearly, I start thinking of everything in the world, and I've recently realized that I've become Jaded to the world. Maybe I've been overly optimistic, but I just feel like the world is too predictable now for me. People use people, and others think life is like a movie. Too many people neglect the ideologies of Forrest Gump and truly appreciate the fact that they "never know what they're gonna get."

Maybe It's because I think too hard about this stuff. Maybe I invest too much of myself in other matters not pertaining to me. But hell, I wish more people could see things from my angle.

Now, i know that this thread will drop down low and recede into the dark corner of PO-land's soap-box for something more intriguing, but take a moment to hear me out. I don't really ask much of you guys, and maybe its because i really wish to see different shapes instead of just the same, repeating line that repeats itself however many billion times it does.

~That is all.

[BWS-1]

*pat pat* it's ok.

''Вера в неуловимой сработанности разлада''

*cough*

right, I mean,

''Faith in the elusive (read: subtle) harmony of the disorder (read: chaos)''

That's my motto in life.

I remind myself of where I've placed my faith when I end up thinking too much.. reminding myself, like Forest, that life is like a box of chocolate. Sometimes you'll fall on one kind, sometimes the other, and other times you'll be like ''what the hell, I've picked that type 3 times already (which makes me think of what you're going through right now, correct me if I'm wrong).. gah, whatever!''.

Sure does help accepting what is beyond our control!

Another way of saying it could be...

''Let it be, let it beee, let it bee o let it beeeeeee'' and I forgot the rest of the lyrics, but that's pretty much the gist of it.

[Silver Adept]

Well, if more people need creative chaos in their lives, there's always actively taking up the pursuit of Discordianism. Jar some people subtly and see what happens.

[FawkesFyre]

Life truely is random, we can't change the inevitable. We can only tweak the path we take.

And as another thing Forrest Gump said..."Shit Happens" which is SO true!

[Akuko]

I'm a firm believer in fate. It will take over and guide you where you need to be. I think it takes you to a point and then allows you to choose a path and even with the choices that you make, you will end up where you are supposed to be.

Although sometimes you do have to watch out for Murphy's Law. However, if you get through the tough stuff, you will end up better in the end.

[Sciler]

Fate tends to pick some shitty and hurtful paths for me, I dont like it really.

But sadly, as much as some things hurt, I still try to believe that everything happens for a reason, though even I have been doubting that a lot as I contemplate my life lately.

[BWS-1]

[FawkesFyre]

[Ming]

[FawkesFyre]