Ill Be Right Back

Aiman · Demon Knight Age: 43 Gender: Joined: 14 Jan 2003

Well, Im so sorry to do this but, I have to leave for some time. Like I said, SOME TIME !! I WILL BE BACK, not like some other people that leave because their kitten died and junk... hmph !!

Anyhow, I am going to so much stress right now and some bad stuff. I am too depressed to go on anymore and yet I wonder how I can still do it. There's so much that can happen in a few hours that can change lives forever. You guys cant imaging. Im trying to take care of everything and its bringing me down with all the desicions that have been made and all that's happening. It hurts and its very unbelievable. How can something so strong can be broken in so little time. I am not sleeping well, not eating well, I feel sick everytime I eat and it sucks. Plus I have school deadlines to top it all off and its hard sometimes to keep a deadline when your work is distracted by all that goes around you and in the end you get a shitty project that has to be graded.

I also have the vaccum that is Final Fantasy XI that is not helping much and right now is my only escape from reality which lasts for at least 20 to 35 minutes.

Yes, as you can see I am going through a lot. And is not very easy to deal with. So as of today I will not be around PO as much as I have been. You mighve noticed that lately Ive been kinda away. So Im just letting you know and giving ya a heads up. I know Im not a Mod or an important part of this board, but I know I have friends here who trust and care for me, so I just want to let you know.

Ill still update my 3D thread when I finish the projects and Ill post them for you to see and comment as you always do.

Thanks for understanding...

Later days

~Aiman

EDIT

Like someone said teh other day...

Sometimes Love is not enough...

BWS-1 · Otaku Lord Gender: Joined: 25 Sep 2002

Hey, see you soon man, hopefully. Be strong and don't do anything you'd regret after ... like my favorite Decepticon used to say: ''Clarity of thought before rashness of action''

Peace

mysticdragon · maker of tasty things Gender: Joined: 21 May 2003

best of luck with the life...
if you are refering to what i think you are, then i know your pain, so if you need to talk or something, i'll be here for ya...

Terin · Huzzah! Gender: Joined: 27 Oct 2003

I have a piece of advice, which is yours to take, I'll just present it.

Life is too short to dwell on things that depress you. Live it for you, and no one else. Push forward, and look for inspiration everywhere.
-T

Tobias · *explodes* Age: 38 Gender: Joined: 17 Jan 2003

u better come the hell back...or else i'll teather you to the pole in my basement, and force you to post!!!!!

Get everything you need to get done, done, and then come back. OR ELSE I WILL TEATHER YOU!!!!!

That is all Ouch

GAAZ · MOD Black Sheep Commander Gender: Joined: 14 Oct 2002

Yeah! What Tobias said!

Dood, you've needed to slow down for a while now so it's no surprise ya needs a break. So enjoy yer reprieve and come back when yer all clear n'shizzle.

simply jose · player Joined: 06 Apr 2003

dude, seriously I know u r goin through are hard time in ur life but that is no reason to act that way. In fact man i find it kind of sad and pathetic. The PO's aint responsible for whatever is happening in fact they try to help u so leaving aint the answer to ur problems. Just come and talk to me Im ur best friend and i will get u thru this like we always do for each other.

reaper · I miss you Shar Gender: Joined: 28 Dec 2002

Hey man Ill miss ya, but youll be back and ill be hear to joke around bullsh*t ect with ya when ever ya want Mr. Green

hope things get better for ya yo Sad

editi: i am kida drunks rights now but come back dud i will miss younif you dont, who else willl i takj aboutncj with wait noe cgh! yeah man come on mans we have ggoos times we never played jedi academy! we better had!