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Akanari Owns your reality

Gender:  Joined: 29 Sep 2004 |
Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 2:26 pm Post subject: Homesick. |
Well, I guess I have like three homes now.
Indiana, Atlanta, and Spain (specifically Alcaņiz and Zaragoza)
So, the title of this is homesick. I'm in Indiana, so I can't really be homesick of Indiana, and I don't think I ever could be (it's just not my cup of tea, ear of corn, or llama farm). Atlanta is alright, I'm not really homesick of the place, the suburbs annoy me, but I desperately miss the people.
The place that I miss, the place that I actually, literally, ache for, is Spain.
I miss the weird buses that people actually ride
I miss my small town of Alcaņiz.
And I just miss home.
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SirGunslinger Rebel without a clue

Gender:  Joined: 21 Jun 2007 |
Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:00 pm Post subject: |
El asilo esta donde el corazo esta
I hoped I said that right... been a loong time since I've spoken Spainish! |
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Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:02 pm Post subject: Re: Homesick. |
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Sciler Mistress

Age: 46 Gender:  Joined: 15 Sep 2002 |
Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:36 pm Post subject: Re: Homesick. |
Akanari wrote: | Atlanta is alright, I'm not really homesick of the place, the suburbs annoy me, but I desperately miss the people.
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I'm with ya gal. I was born in GA. I lived there 22-23 yrs, then moved to FL and been here since (I'm now 28 ).
I love living in FL honestly. Its been an interesting experience, thats for sure, but I too desperately miss my friends and family. I'm extremely close to my immediate family, and I couldnt ask for better friends in the world. I get really sad every few months, because I miss everyone so much...especially now with all my friends getting engaged, getting homes, starting thier families, etc....and I feel like I am missing it all. And it F***ING SUCKS!
/sigh
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Ming DOOM!

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Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 3:47 pm Post subject: |
Wow...if I had ever lived in/near a town as beautiful as the pics that you posted, I'd be homesick too. |
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Akanari Owns your reality

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Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 5:27 pm Post subject: |
Ming wrote: | Wow...if I had ever lived in/near a town as beautiful as the pics that you posted, I'd be homesick too. |
It's funny. Spain is beautiful from afar, one of the most gorgeous things to behold, but when you come in close, looking at all the nooks and crannies, there is dirt, and I don't mean just physically.
America, however, looks to be the reverse for me. Dirty from afar, yet meticulous when you come in close. Though perhaps it's just from my experiences.
There are always exceptions. Perhaps the norm is because the Spanish don't think their country as beautiful as others do, but in contrast, Americans believe their country is more beautiful than others. And I'm generalizing here, of course. And I'm always up for an opposing view.
Sciler wrote: | ....and I feel like I am missing it all. And it F***ING SUCKS!
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Exactly.
I have cousins and friends that are going through their lives overseas, and I'm missing it all. Perhaps I should also mention that I haven't been home since the summer of 2005. Just...everything has been getting in the way. My father's side of the family (who live here), school, summer programs, have all been keeping me from Espaņa.
So I will let next to nothing keep me from going next Summer.
Here is the town (Alcaņiz) I grew up in again:
(I took this picture from the tallest nearby mountain)
I was not born there; I was born in the major city of Zaragoza (the last picture in the first post) nearby (hour and a half drive), but only because my father was stationed at the Air Base at the time. Almost all of my mother's family and friends were in tiny Alcaņiz. Which isn't really that tiny, there are a lot tinier towns than 13,000 people. But it's tiny for a town with a castle.
Yes, that's me in 2005, and that's one of my favorite places, despite it being a man-built dam. The River Guadalupe is old and strong, and the rocks are wonderful for exploring and resting. I was also given the nickname Cabra (goat) because of my love of rocks, mountains, and small shrubs.
Ok, that was entirely too long. ; I just can't stop talking! |
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 10:45 am Post subject: |
hey, it's home to ya. I know when me and Ming first moved from New York, I was terribly homesick of the Bronx. It's tough.
I remember when i first met my girlfriend, she never thought she would miss her home in Austria (where she was born). The first time she left to go home she really became attached to home. When i visited her this summer, she was so happy to show me her country. THe only thing is that America is like her second home. SHe misses it just as much as she missed her home a while ago.
I feel like im partially to blame. Well, you get over to Spain kid. It's a beautiful country that I hope to visit one day, and if you're there, i'll look ya up. |
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 1:49 pm Post subject: |
I'm with you lady. It's been over 22 years since I've been in Germany and I still dream about it and yearn to go "home". I was speaking with my older sister the other day about home and it just made me want to go back even more. I miss our little town on the south western side - so close to France.
There's just something about it - maybe it's roots. Being an Air Force brat myself means no place really was HOME for the longest time. I've lived in Georgia for almost 15 years now and I still feel transplanted. The only place that came close to feeling like home was Niceville, FL and I only lived there for a year and a half. Turns out it was more that I missed the people and the life there at the time but I learned to let that go as I matured.
Germany will always be home to me. My recollection tends to get fuzzy but I remember all the great trips my family and I used to make in the country side and the forest and just the history.
I'll get back there some day.
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 11:58 pm Post subject: |
I was born in Marietta, GA. (for those of you that don't know, that's just northwest of Atlanta) I lived there for 22 years. I've been travelling off and on for the last 6 years and honestly, I don't care if I ever get back to Atlanta. It will always be my home, I'm proud of my home and it's accomplishments. I'm a Brave's and Thrasher's fan. But, I'm just not at all homesick for the place. What I do miss, however, are the people I left behind. I miss my friends terribly.
Doot wrote: | There's just something about it - maybe it's roots. Being an Air Force brat myself means no place really was HOME for the longest time. |
I'm in Germany now. My youngest was born here. My oldest kid speaks more German than I do. By the time we leave this place it will be like leaving home to them. Alas, the life of an Army brat.
I get homesick too. We all do. But, I think that, mostly, it's for the good friends and family that are connected with a place, more than the place it's self. |
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Posted: Mon Nov 26, 2007 1:53 am Post subject: |
I feel foolish offering my condolences, as I'm sure the distance you have come to cope with is far greater than my heart could possibly imagine, and I couldn't possibly relate on the scale of what you face, but I can say that in my small world of influence, I know where your heart is coming from.
I was born and raised in Augusta, GA (150 miles east of Atlanta) - the most unfriendly scene for a youth. Every inch of me ached to leave it behind. With that, I moved to Atlanta after graduating high school to attend college. I would return to Augusta twice that same year seeking my higher education before I moved to Colorado to complete my design degree. I was there for over a year and did not once return home, due to financial improbability, until my schooling was finished. I found that in my time there, my comfort zone and sanctuary had always been the place of my birth.
It was all that I knew, all that I could relate to. I ached and pined to return, but when I did, so much had changed. The world that I knew and related to was one viewed through the eyes of young kid. Buildings were taller, foods were more expansive and my surroundings were changed due to rural reconstruction.
None of my hangouts were around anymore, the friends I came to miss had moved on (and done so successfully to great distances). The Home I became sick for had ceased to exist minus what was in my memory. It took me years to cope with it, but I finally found my belonging. The only thing that kept me going in this time of displacement was knowing that Home is a state of mind, not a combination of latitudes and longitudes.
I couldn't possibly presume to know you as I'm a new breeze in this bright cloud of community, but I hear your sorrow and know it's sting relatively. If there's anything that I or anyone in this community can do to reduce the pain of that poisonous wound, know we gladly would.  |
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